'The story I am about to unfold, my dear reader, is a journey into my chaotic soul...' An intense and moving love story, which describes a forty-year voyage into the soul of a troubled, delicate, breathtaking beauty-a phenomenally intelligent woman who was struck by an excruciating obsession in the form of her high school sweetheart, a talented athlete and musician named Roy, who was banished at a crucial moment from her life by her protective father. 'I woke up to a new reality... 
my life would never be the same again....' As Lisa becomes sober, still devastated by the loss of the love of her life.